23. Southern California. Military S/O. Girlfriend of an Army National Guardsman. I'm new to this and this lifestyle, but I'm already embracing life as a military girlfriend, ready to stand by her man when he's off protecting us.
7/10

Toodles.

I made this blog because I was an Army S/O, but I’m not anymore. I can forgive people for mistakes. People are human. But I don’t deserve to be lied to profusely, especially hours after settling things. I was played really bad. I was a little sad, but I’m glad I found out things now rather than later.

So I’ll be deleting this account in a few days. If you want to follow my “real” tumblr, you can find me at:

http://misssheeva.tumblr.com/

There you will find the real me. I’m Sheeva, a 23 year old gothy girl who lives in Los Angeles. I work at a goth nightclub on Saturday nights as a promoter and event planner. I have a lot of other things in my life that I hid out of respect for Squishy’s Army lifestyle.

Anyways… hope to see some of you there.

- Sheeva

Fucking cheating lying piece of shit bastard.

So we are done. Like, BEYOND done. I gave him a second chance and he fucked it not even 6 hours later.

Fuck him.

2/10

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That was my hotel! Where that smaller dock is. God I miss Hawaii. I can’t wait to go back.

That was my hotel! Where that smaller dock is. God I miss Hawaii. I can’t wait to go back.

Seeing Squishy tomorrow so we can talk things out… no decisions have been made yet.

I just don’t know how I’d ever get rid of these feelings of inadequacy if we do stay together.

I’m beyond exhausted. Just like every cell in my body is tired and hurting. Is anyone worth this?

I just found out Squishy has been cheating on me since day one. With multiple girls. Most of which he just would pick up at a bar and bring home. So we’re done. It was fun while it lasted.

I just wanted to say thank you all for your friendship, however brief it was. I truly hope you and your S/Os will be safe and taken care of, and that you will happily be reunited with them soon. I used to dream about that… and I don’t wish to deny it for anyone else.

But please… be careful with your hearts. That’s all I’m going to say.

I’ll be deleting this blog soon. Peace out and take care.

- Dorene

30/9

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STORY OF MY LIFE.

STORY OF MY LIFE.